Need/Want

(sighs)

I need him today. I need to feel him… his touch… his strength… his love… his sureness. I need to be wrapped in his strong arms after I’ve felt the sting of his strong, steel-like hand raining down smack after blistering smack to my bare, vulnerable bottom that is so utterly and unmistakably his.

Yes, I need him today. I need him every day.

(sighs)

Do you know I need you today? Have I told you today that I need you? That I need you every day? I do. Not in a having to need you way, but rather in a want to need you way. I want to need you every day.

I love you.