Errors & Omissions

Yesterday in my "Smokin with Fred & Ginger Update" it seems I left out some details that I was supposed to post about. One was that I had not eaten anything until dinner time on Friday. This is another big no no for me and something he gets very bent outta shape over and something that he gives me no leeway on.

I had also been naughty that morning and came without permission from him. Right now this is another no no. So now I'm not allowed to cum until further notice. This is something that we're just experimenting with at the moment... something maybe, to help me to be able to let go of the control thing but at the same time help me learn to have more control where I need and want it. Not to mention that it's pretty damn hot too, to think that he has control over when I cum. When he tells me I can't I want to all the more of course. Just like a brat eh?

So yesterday when I was writing out my post I was sitting here typing with (blushing profusely here, tryin to get the courage up to type this... I can be VERY shy at times... even if I don't wanna be) what I'll just refer to as a "toy" inside me... you'll have to read between the lines. He said it was to remind me of my naughty behavior earlier.... and I wasn't allowed to cum. (grumblin and groaning) It wasn't easy at all but, I managed it. When I was done I had to remove it and go on about my day. (groan)